8:07 p.m. - 2005-01-18
Whatever will be, will be.
I don't want to go to school anymore.
I don't want to write anymore.
I don't want to think anymore today.
I don't want to be like this.
I don't want to care.
I don't want to fix any of it.
I don't want to be sorry.
I don't want to be confused.
I have no problem with what I don't want. I have no idea what I do want. I don't know how to fix that and I don't care to right now anyways.
I need to write something. I don't think I'll post it.
I'm stupidly nervous tonight and panicked.
Whatever.
