10:50 p.m. - 2008-04-21
Trying to convince myself to be excited
Never thought it would happen, but I don't want to go home for the summer anymore. I'd rather just stay here.
Not even moody. Just a little low in spirits and needing a good excuse to care.
Still smiling though.
"I want to be done, but I don't want to go home. I just don;t feel like dealing with it."
"You should just come home with me and go home when it's all better."
"That sounds like a plan, but also pretty impossible...."
I don't even know/want to think anymore
