2016-03-20 - Cloudy skies
2015-12-19 - I'm not even listening
2015-11-14 - Peace for the individual and the world
2015-07-18 - when I wake up, will this still be real?
2013-12-31 - So this is the New Year
2013-12-12 - one wish
2013-08-31 - the constant shuffle
2012-02-28 - spinning out of control
2012-01-26 - Be here now
2012-01-05 - a mess of happiness
2012-01-05 - a mess of happiness
2011-08-11 - stickers on my notebooks on the floor
2011-04-15 - LBC syndrome
2010-02-07 - eclipse
2009-11-30 - so many reasons to live
2009-11-05 - i can\"t even breathe here
2009-09-20 - sadsleep
2009-08-10 - i'm sayin'!
2009-06-15 - remember that day we skipped school to go to the beach?
2009-05-30 - we get scared sometimes
2009-05-27 - dark place.
2009-05-26 - dark panic
2009-05-08 - i don't know the answer
2009-04-11 - never gunna give you up?
2009-04-04 - you know.
2009-04-03 - old?
2009-02-21 - to everyone
2009-02-19 - we will be forever, perhaps not young
2009-02-17 - please pray for laura
2009-02-15 - I don't even really care about the holiday itself
2009-02-09 - blink again?
2009-02-04 - unethical
2009-02-03 - I can be an adult. what does that even mean?
2009-01-25 - sweetheart.
2009-01-20 - His story. History.
2009-01-16 - semper....fidelis?
2009-01-14 - icy
2009-01-13 - now i lay me down to sleep....
2009-01-09 - anxious.
2008-12-20 - dark places
2008-12-14 - There's not place like home for the holidays
2008-12-14 - There's not place like home for the holidays
2008-12-13 - alone is better?
2008-12-13 - chase it.
2008-12-11 - waiting for change. being let down...and go.
2008-12-02 - =/
2008-11-17 - the snow makes everything better!
2008-11-16 - snowy sunday in November
2008-11-03 - it's always good to tell those with low self esteem how much they suck
2008-11-01 - Tell myself not to remember this.
2008-10-16 - Truth
2008-10-13 - no air
2008-09-22 - Only lefts....
2008-09-19 - somewhere we can be alone?
2008-09-08 - 1,2,3
2008-09-07 - give a little
2008-09-06 - think happiness
2008-08-31 - sox v. sox
2008-08-31 - -
2008-08-30 - fingers running through hair
2008-08-26 - Playing ET and phoning home occasionally
2008-08-25 - Too far gone.
2008-08-15 - learning to breathe.
2008-08-15 - nine million bug bites to serve as souvenirs of a night well spent.
2008-08-14 - Times are a'changin'
2008-08-13 - hold my hand and lets jump out the window?
2008-08-13 - hold my hand and lets jump out the window?
2008-08-10 - i fly like paper, get high like planes
2008-08-01 - -
2008-08-01 - There is no more dancing.
2008-07-30 - Stay with me.
2008-07-28 - It's been one week left on the countdown for a year now.
2008-07-28 - anxiety trumps the way to ze jack of clubs
2008-07-25 - frustration runs my life in circles.
2008-07-24 - a new haircut/perspective
2008-07-17 - too tired to laugh this one off.
2008-07-15 - I have to make every minute count.
2008-07-15 - Ay-yo!
2008-07-03 - I don't get it.
2008-06-22 - Love has nothing to with it.
2008-06-18 - gravity gets me dooooooooown
2008-06-07 - Summer air.
2008-06-06 - \"you're not nice to me anymore.\"
2008-06-04 - Given the chance, I will fail. I do not know what that says about me.
2008-06-04 - Given the chance, I will fail. I do not know what that says about me.
2008-05-31 - gunna hate hate hate myself
2008-05-29 - Go everywhere. Take up space.
2008-05-20 - The dark place. The drowning cycle.
2008-05-19 - Preserved.
2008-05-18 - I don't know what i'm doing with my life
2008-05-14 - don't let me down
2008-05-13 - Some kind of something. The heat would help.
2008-05-10 - Fuck this shit.
2008-05-09 - getupgetupandgo
2008-05-08 - We do what we can...
2008-05-02 - Girlgirlgirl
2008-04-30 - FIN
2008-04-28 - fried.
2008-04-27 - The air feels like cartwheels in the fresh green grass
2008-04-27 - be my lab partner? we've got chemistry.
2008-04-27 - what the end of the semester is made of
2008-04-25 - Wanted.
2008-04-24 - Finally finals week.
2008-04-23 - They're all saying bye until August.
2008-04-21 - Trying to convince myself to be excited
2008-04-19 - So many reasons to laugh
2008-04-18 - She's breaking.
2008-04-15 - Brrrrrrrrr.
2008-04-13 - mulleygrubs
2008-04-12 - So much anger.
2008-04-11 - April showers.
2008-04-10 - Two shots, babe.
2008-04-10 - day shutters
2008-04-08 - stef's dad bought her roses....just because he loves her.
2008-04-08 - gin&juice
2008-04-08 - best not let them down. she just wants their approval.
2008-04-07 - I don't know what I'm talking about
2008-04-06 - All the drunk boys are singing out their car windows now
2008-04-06 - I won't be....gone.
2008-04-05 - my head is splitting
2008-04-05 - Friendship week.
2008-04-04 - Examination.
2008-04-03 - \"I am thy labyrinth\" - Nietzsche.
2008-03-30 - Just wondering...
2008-03-30 - 30 days.
2008-03-28 - I don't know how my legs got so bruised....
2008-03-27 - Cut short.
2008-03-25 - orphaned by a gun
2008-03-23 - i miss being part of your life...
2008-03-20 - My head is so heavy...
2008-03-19 - I don't know.
2008-03-18 - Easter Miracles?
2008-03-16 - You're not mine.
2008-03-12 - Spring has me completely caught.
2008-03-07 - Dance Dance Baby
2008-03-07 - Really trying to keep my chin up
2008-03-05 - the weather has a headache.
2008-02-28 - I found a new perspective on the sidewalk today
2008-02-27 - I am stupid.
2008-02-26 - pas possible.
2008-02-26 - word plays. pas from pa.
2008-02-24 - Admit fear. Always.
2008-02-23 - preaching to a disheartened choir.
2008-02-20 - shivering
2008-02-17 - Flood next?
2008-02-16 - Running low
2008-02-16 - this semester has left us all quiet...
2008-02-15 - It's written in the stars.
- vday friends marathon
- vday friends marathon
2008-02-12 - yous get to me, but do you get me?
2008-02-03 - I may very well just drink away all thoughts of....
2008-01-29 - University's quiet today...
2008-01-29 - Fuck the extra 27 characters. Boo.
2008-01-27 - I absolutely love it.
2008-01-26 - dramatize.
2008-01-25 - I'm really lame. =)
2008-01-24 - Spoonboy and Forkman to the rescue!
2008-01-22 - The sky was so clear tonight...
2008-01-22 - I use the gym to tear my muscles to pieces. I can't handle anything whole anymore.
2008-01-21 - It will keep you honest.
2008-01-20 - Let's take the long way home.
2008-01-19 - feeling the strings being cut. freedom?
2008-01-10 - The thing is that I'm always looking for movie friends and movie family and movie love. I never find it/them.
2008-01-10 - The thing is that I'm always looking for movie friends and movie family and movie love. I never find it/them.
2008-01-10 - The thing is that I'm always looking for movie friends and movie family and movie love. I never find it/them.
2008-01-09 - I miss.....?
2007-12-30 - Funny little feeling
2007-12-30 - bangbang shalalala
2007-12-20 - just stop breathing....
2007-12-20 - The cliff.
2007-12-17 - This is a game. I know a few more that will follow.
2007-12-14 - boo hiss.
2007-12-13 - It's just the feeling that i get sometimes...
2007-12-11 - our love is like the border between greece and albania
2007-12-11 - teary eyes and pillows, but a sleepless night
2007-12-07 - Baby, it's cold out there
2007-12-02 - so so sorry
2007-12-01 - so obsessed im becoming a bore
2007-12-01 - can't breathe, speak, hear, see, feel
2007-11-30 - re mind er
2007-11-30 - re mind er
2007-11-06 - hatred for the hollow hearted
2007-11-04 - The cynics will never believe you....
2007-11-04 - The cynics will never believe you....
2007-10-31 - silencing the voices?
2007-10-28 - Do you believe me?
2007-10-21 - we are what we pretend to be
2007-10-21 - we are what we pretend to be
2007-08-18 - I haven't cried once. they've cried twice.
2007-07-18 - inquisition
2007-07-11 - But then I get a call at midnight and I want to make it all better.
2007-06-25 - down down down....
2007-04-08 - Numbing out. One half or two?
2007-02-27 - Keep moving/ no eye contact....
2007-02-20 - long night.
2007-02-01 - The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock by T.S. Eliot
2007-01-06 - here's some advice, never give anyone advice
2006-12-17 - Forget December
2006-11-22 - the fan playing in the background: yeah, that's white noise too
2006-11-08 - En-Courage: promoting cowardice
2006-10-31 - Not subtle.
2006-10-25 - Out of the way.
2006-10-09 - The ticking tock has me locked in these glanes at the clock
2006-10-04 - I don't know why, but sometimes I lie...without meaning to. not about this though
2006-09-25 - You can't sleep here tonight.
2006-09-24 - Give up or get dressed.
2006-09-24 - \"You've been mad since that day....\"
2006-09-19 - I don't know what i was planning to do with it.
2006-09-14 - I'm not ready for angels.
2006-08-30 - Whatever gets you through the...ch-ch-ch-changes
2006-08-24 - And I mean it. It's what i think.
2006-08-23 - Never show it on the outside.
2006-08-20 - I can't handle the highlights.
2006-08-19 - these days....
2006-08-17 - Eight Days remaining.
2006-08-15 - Teach me to fly?
2006-08-08 - Someday i'm not going to have to ask anyone's permission...how terrifying is that?
2006-08-08 - mutual.
2006-08-01 - downdowndown
2006-07-24 - let the miserable and broken hearted feel better, even if it's due to separation
2006-07-12 - I don't know how to fix this.
2006-07-08 - she was the teller
2006-07-06 - you're gunna ruin Philadelphia
2006-06-29 - My heart is hollow....
2006-06-21 - this update is really just for sasha, because otherwise i'll forget
2006-06-19 - maybe your fears are really just the same as mine
2006-06-18 - not even you
2006-06-06 - did you even read what you wrote?
2006-05-24 - pay the hit man. hit the target. pay for your last breath.
2006-05-10 - a journey into the darkness.
2006-05-03 - cross your fingers
2006-05-02 - Dreaming of car crashes and sleeping all day long
2006-04-24 - we don't even believe in confessionals
2006-04-19 - the fishbowl effect.
2006-04-11 - sad.
2006-03-26 - You can count on me to split
2006-03-22 - it's human nature.
2006-03-19 - -
2006-03-17 - -
2006-02-27 - keep living. Keep moving. keep creating riots
2006-02-25 - it sure entertains on tired days when getting up means getting dizzy
2006-02-20 - hmm. I don't know. I always get that as a result. \"The helper\"
2006-02-11 - Full of Crap.
2006-01-23 - open your eyes
2006-01-19 - Discourse with disposition: a lesson in disappointment.
2006-01-16 - So scream
2006-01-08 - And so i'm sick.
2006-01-05 - Failing.
2006-01-04 - = /
2006-01-03 - Pants only last so long.
2005-12-31 - Undeserving of a license. I can't go in reverse.
2005-12-29 - Comfort.
2005-12-28 - Burying hugs that never existed. miraged loneliness.
2005-12-27 - falling short of expectations
2005-12-23 - all about attitude
2005-12-14 - Don't let the blues color you too.
2005-12-12 - Walls. Walls. Walls.
2005-12-11 - Just avoid me, please.
2005-12-10 - A lesson in falling.
2005-12-08 - Embracing the bird flu.
2005-12-07 - Come on kid, give it your all.
2005-12-04 - Mundane Sundays when you're gone.
2005-12-03 - An outsider, a real bad ass.
2005-12-01 - similarminds.com
2005-11-29 - Starting with me.
2005-11-28 - I will not submit to mediocrity.
2005-11-27 - I'm running away. Seeking refuge in my thoughts.
2005-11-26 - Me. 43.
2005-11-22 - You know exactly what you're doing.
2005-11-14 - I just can't stay in heaven
2005-11-01 - I want to live to remember...even if I don't write it down
2005-10-13 - It's raining cats and dogs, but don't step on a poodle.
2005-10-08 - Missing you
2005-08-29 - we understand we will be brutally abused, but it all seemed worth it, I suppose
2005-08-12 - -
2005-08-08 - goodbye, lay the blame on luck
2005-08-05 - Pour Toi.
2005-08-03 - I want to tell them all, they're killing me. They're erasing me.
2005-07-29 - I don't recognize the mirror
2005-07-20 - I'm going to lock this feeling up and wear it on a chain. I want summer in my locket.
2005-07-17 - Are you cool with just tonight?
2005-07-15 - I'll converse with your converse because i still can't quite look you in the eye
2005-06-22 - Never found the words to say.
2005-06-20 - moody.
2005-06-19 - people do belong to each other.
2005-06-14 - When I go, I hope you hate me for it.
2005-06-11 - Visit sacred miracle cave 162.
2005-05-28 - raceraceracing the season
2005-05-25 - I swear you're not listening. There is a heartbeat. There is.
2005-05-22 - I believe in you so much
2005-05-19 - In a clearing. Mourning in the morning.
2005-05-11 - Tonight I am fake running away- just for amusement
2005-05-07 - learning to tell the jerks from the dangerous
2005-05-03 - Count on five fingers, cut off five toes
2005-05-01 - I never told you that.
2005-04-30 - The poet always dies in the end.
2005-04-26 - It has to be the weather.
2005-04-25 - Let's live like outlaws, honey
2005-04-24 - modern touches on the past
2005-04-23 - I'm getting bored again. One more turn now?
2005-04-17 - Moody Me
2005-04-14 - postcards from the edge.....
2005-04-12 - These seasons are dragging me in familiar patterns.
2005-04-11 - Pouty faces all day long.
2005-04-10 - I blame no one for how I feel.
2005-04-09 - Nothing can bring me down. Nothing
2005-03-29 - We're cutting the strings.
2005-03-27 - Don't be offended, okay?
2005-03-26 - I win. Three times. Three times.
2005-03-15 - Store Sign: No charlatans allowed.
2005-03-11 - Forever is gunna start tonight.
2005-02-27 - it doesn't seem there's hope for me, i let you down
2005-02-27 - she wants to go with him anyway
2005-02-23 - Is this just like it used to be? No, I didn't really think so either.
2005-02-22 - Well, isn't this a depressing hour.
2005-02-16 - Everything will disappear.
2005-02-10 - My knee hurts.
2005-02-06 - They're sharing a drink they call lonliness, but it's better then drinking alone
2005-02-03 - I speak treason - fluently, even.
2005-02-01 - Wouldn't we all?
2005-02-01 - hmmm.
2005-01-31 - Just so silly.
2005-01-30 - Please forgive me for laughing at your jokes
2005-01-28 - I'm going to sew your heart to the sea wall.
2005-01-26 - A lesson in counting
2005-01-25 - One more circle please? one more round? I haven't had my fill quite yet
2005-01-23 - It's one big game, you either hit the ball or you strike out.
2005-01-18 - Whatever will be, will be.
2005-01-14 - I saw it in your eyes. They change colors to deceive me.
2005-01-12 - \"Bought a ticket to the West Coast\"
2005-01-07 - Blah blah blah intelligence blah blah blah
2005-01-03 - \"what had to be proved\"
2005-01-02 - Let's just see if this worked out okay
2005-01-01 - I'm searching for a lesson on how to live, I'm finding every reason to smile and every excuse for not
2004-12-30 - I don't like being me right now
2004-12-29 - \"I was one of those kids\"
2004-12-28 - Catch 22 concert = amazing
2004-12-26 - Clearing up muddy waters- wowie, there was an update before this
2004-12-26 - What about what you lost?
2004-12-23 - Don't wait a minute more
2004-12-22 - \"I'm gunna make you love me\"
2004-12-21 - It's the longest night of the year. =)
2004-12-20 - redundance
2004-12-20 - Do you realize?
2004-12-20 - I forgot to post yesterday
2004-12-19 - \"One who has cold hands has gloves of the heart.\" - Jennie
2004-12-18 - The disappearence of something has made me discover something else
2004-12-16 - Something's changing
2004-12-15 - A flower for every day of the year
2004-12-14 - I'm praying for snow.
2004-12-13 - Wish for snow, please.
2004-12-12 - I am making myself sick.
2004-12-12 - I hope they know how much it meant to me
2004-12-10 - Just because
2004-12-10 - I can't hear you; I'm dancing.
2004-12-09 - Decemberninth,twothousandandfour
2004-12-08 - \"I'm so sick of moving on\"
2004-12-07 - \"It's a holiday for a hanging\"
2004-12-06 - It snowed tonight. =)
2004-12-05 - \"I can give you lessons how to ruin your friendships\"
2004-12-04 - Today is the fourth. Ten days until my birthday.
2004-12-04 - No snow, but I'm still frozen
2004-12-02 - \"I will see you in the next life\" ....maybe
2004-12-01 - \"Everyone has gone home to oblivion\"
2004-11-21 - You can never complete what is still living, but you may try.
2004-11-19 - Floating away on double the sedation
2004-11-19 - Sister Hazel =)
2004-11-17 - Yeah, that's me, baby.
2004-11-16 - \"They're sharing a drink they call lonliness, but it's better then drinking alone\"
2004-11-15 - I just can't make my nerves obey.....
2004-11-14 - \"the more I hang around you, the more hang-ups i get\"
2004-11-13 - \"I'll be at your place in ten\"
2004-11-09 - \"Do you guys want a detention?\" \"No. Do you want a hug?\"
2004-11-08 - If you get anything out of this then let me know, please.
2004-11-07 - \"What if no one's watching\"
2004-11-04 - Call me pretty and I'll call you petty. Call me petty and I'll call you pretty. Either way, the result is the same.
2004-11-02 - How similiar are we?
2004-10-30 - This is what so many dream of
2004-10-27 - A sight for sore eyes
2004-10-26 - Prescribe to me a life that can be controlled by dosage
2004-10-24 - \"Our job is not to straighten each other out, but to help each other up.\"
2004-10-18 - If ever Othello loved me..........
2004-10-17 - Questioning our time together
2004-10-15 - Compose me a piece of music worth falling in love with
2004-10-10 - Hope is our only reason for breathing
2004-10-06 - \"Picking up the pieces of a life you�ve broken\"
2004-10-05 - Oh stranger, have I met you before?
2004-10-02 - Crash sites keep me up at night
2004-09-30 - A tale of my life and how it's breaking me apart
2004-09-27 - \"Out of a grave I come to tell you this\"
2004-09-25 - Two sceanrios of truth and hate and love
2004-09-23 - Long is the night for the sleepless
2004-09-22 - Lets take the moon and make it shine for everyone
2004-09-20 - -
2004-09-19 - Welcome to paradise
2004-09-18 - I wish I was special
2004-09-18 - Tell me all your worries
2004-09-15 - \"Dear diary, my teenage angst bullshit has a body count.\"
2004-09-12 - You leave, can I follow?
2004-09-11 - I'll always believe your daydreams
2004-09-09 - the redlight is broken, so we're all going so fast now.
2004-09-08 - \"\"Spend all your time waiting for that second chance, for the break that will make it okay. \"
2004-09-07 - Every word I say drips with sarcasm.
2004-08-27 - Most of the time we plan our funerals instead of weddings, because we're so used to being told we have no futures
2004-08-25 - Why is the line so short?
2004-08-21 - I wish i was special
2004-08-21 - If I could only find the words
2004-08-20 - Sweet + Ness = Sweetness
2004-08-18 - I'll be there
2004-08-15 - I'm not giving in
2004-08-14 - the weather changes 'bout halfway between your house and mine
2004-08-12 - This night never has to end
2004-08-08 - This is because i'm sorry
2004-08-06 - I blame myself for everything, it keeps my conscience clean.
2004-08-03 - I never thought I was broken.....until now.
2004-08-02 - I need a coffee break from life
2004-07-31 - I didn't tell. I never will.
2004-07-30 - Never worry about me.
2004-07-29 - It's all inside your head.
2004-07-28 - I never wanted you to feel bad for me
2004-07-26 - Remind me....just remind me ...or am i talking to myself?
2004-07-23 - How can I fall lower?
2004-07-23 - My smile is the moonlight, your chances of seeing it during the day are decreasing as the cycle continues
2004-07-22 - I'll write my thank you's in circles, because then they'll never be broken
2004-07-21 - No matter what hour of the night.......
2004-07-08 - pronouns replace proper nouns, what do you replace?
2004-07-03 - I was grown wild because I am a weed and I know nothing else
2004-07-03 - and this was all it was
2004-06-27 - Will you color with me?
2004-06-26 - This was all that you ever thought about
2004-06-23 - I'm sick of caring. Guess who this is about.
2004-06-22 - For a real entry go back one
2004-06-22 - now is never now, really.
2004-06-20 - this is all a lie in that way that i'm telling the truth
2004-06-14 - Irony ends the comic tragedy we wrote in water, because both our tears and blood ran dry
2004-05-13 - it didn't last long, but i'll be back, I always am....
2004-05-03 - at nightfall you show me the world and everyone in it and tell me I am but a grain of sand in the concerns of the heavens and below, at least now I know my place...
2004-05-02 - I had a wonderful weekend. The teen center show was super and then i had a great may day with kelly and then the carnival was incredible. I'm happy for this weekend
2004-04-26 - Im going to hell, i'm a bad person, and oh yeah, I fail at the only life I know how to live, but at least I try to be happy with who i am.
2004-04-25 - Perhaps I can't take it anymore
2004-04-22 - best friends means I pull the trigger, best friends means you get what you deserve
2004-04-20 - It's April vacation, I'm ready for summer , and I got a new screenname: spinmeasmile
2004-04-07 - You've known all along.
2004-04-05 - You sleep so much more soundly to the song of other people's failures
2004-04-01 - the sun doesn't go down .........It's just an illusion caused by the world spinning round
2004-03-31 - I'm bored. I'm also sick and can't go to school the rest of the week and if my infected leg gets any worse then it's off to the hospital i go. ^_^
2004-03-25 - Do you realize that you have the most beautiful face?
2004-03-24 - An end........... and a beginning