2:51 p.m. - 2009-05-26
dark panic
it's always dark without medicine. i get anxious. can't meet new people. it's easier to say i don't want to. i don't call. neither do they. probably for the best. my heart pounds just from sitting still. the impending importance of every single minor detail is unbearable.
I am stuck here, trapped, unable to breathe, hyperventilating, grasping for help, and they just keep saying that i have to wait it out.
how much longer?
