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11:38 p.m. - 2009-04-11 We try so hard to be like everyone else, to blend in, to be neutral and not make waves, but some of us look terrible with our hair up in high, tight ponytails and awful in neutral colors and we fall into the water before testing it. I'm tired of the dance, I just want to lay down among the sunflowers, feel the sun on my face, and count my blessings, breathing out the disappointments of the day with each repeating deep breath. Who will be your best friend next? Who will be the back stabber, the enemy? Who do we get to call names and throw rocks at? And when is it my turn? Who am I this time? Mom, best friend, arch enemy? You tell me. I'm not writing this story anymore.
Sweet chemicals. I sleep. |