10:50 a.m. - 2008-12-11
waiting for change. being let down...and go.
Ben gets mad when Kerry won't give him head because she is sick and I think that is fucking ridiculous.
A decade is a long time.
Finals week stresses me out.
I don't trust Kristin.
I was a fucking idiot to trust girls and I feel so stupid for doing so.
I think emily and I found a house. It's technically in the Hill, but it's still a safe area.
I just can't wait to get out of here.
At this point I do not have a roommate for next semester, but when i come back they could just assign one to me.
Thinking in numbers has my head spinning.
I was also thinking about Christmas this year and Christmas day night and past years and I just can't really see that happening this year? Is that weird? Are we the type of people who only talk once a year? Because that's not worth it to me, really.
Still, I hope all is well.
With love and hope. Always hope.
