10:21 p.m. - 2006-08-20
I can't handle the highlights.
If I just stop being around. they'll accept it. If I just stop showing up, they'll accept it. And before I even realize it, I'll be able to disappear completely.
It's happening, but I'm too caught up on not being able to breathe. For someone who has struggled for years to gain strength through mental crisis, well, why is the weakness coming back now?
Absolutely falling apart.
No more love.
It's all conditional.
Edit. I am sick of the Red Sox losing.
