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11:49 p.m. - 2005-07-20 Summers used to feel warmer and relaxed. I'm thinking pre-air conditioner though, when all we wanted to do was spend every minute in the pool and at midnight I'd sneak out and make whirl pools- alone or otherwise. I never cared about being alone, then. I don't know why I do now. "When I was growing up, time never seemed to matter. No one was in a Yes. That was true. But, we move on. We don't know each other anymore and I don't really swim at night anymore because there is no reason or need for either. I don't know. I'm tired in a really nice summery way, but the way we're I've been constantly going. Summers are fast now and they're gone before I adapt to the time change, but it's okay because time is always slipping through our fingertips and I'd rather enjoy every minute available to me, then waste it on something tha's simply not worth it. I'd rather be on the outside looking in, then screaming from the inside. And yeah, maybe we'll never talk again, but it was sure nice talking to you right now. |