9:37 p.m. - 2004-12-07
\"It's a holiday for a hanging\"
Tonight's song is:
"I've come to my senses,
That I've become senseless,
I could give you lessons on how to ruin your friendships,
Every last conviction, I smoked them all away,
I drank my frustrations down the drain, out of the way,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me?
Someone so tired of their routines and disappearing self-esteems,
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I could be an expert on co-dependency,
I could write the best book on underage tragedy,
I've been spending my time at the local liquor store,
I've been sleeping nightly on my best friends kitchen floor,
So I sit and wait and wonder,
Does anyone else feel like me?
I'm so over-dosed on apathy and burnt out on sympathy.
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
Let the meaning slip away
Lost my faith in another day,
Self deprication seems okay,
I never thought I'd make it anyway
I'll sing along,
Yeah with every emergency,
Just sing along,
I'm the king of catastrophies,
I'm so far gone,
That deep down inside I think it's fine by me,
I'm my own worst enemy
I'm my own worst enemy[x5] "
"The Science of Selling Yourself Short" - Less Than Jake
About half of that song is the complete opposite of tonight, which is why it's pretty good for tonight's song.
There's so much I'd love to tell you, but I'll keep it to myself.
We're on fire, but we like it; makes us run faster. Who honestly stops to drop and roll?
I had the Dresden Dolls stuck in my head today, but it's just not the right night.
"No one wants to pay to see your happiness, no one wants to pay to see your day to day".
Sweet dreams, everyone.
