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9:44 p.m. - 2004-09-12 I don't know how I feel about feeling replaced. I guess I'm not sure about it. I guess I hope it works out for everyone. I guess I keep hoping maybe no, but then I'm not sure. I wish I knew why you lie to me. I know you do. I know you're lies. Maybe i've been there before. Maybe I wish I could lie back. I'm sinking in again. I know better then to tell you because you always think you can fix me and I'm not broken, I'm just doing what I can and getting by and surviving and doing it with a smile and a headache that I'll fix when no one is looking. I can't finish this now. Just know that I'm leaving because I was shown the door and never told which window to throw rocks at. |