6:52 p.m. - 2004-06-20
this is all a lie in that way that i'm telling the truth
I'm tired of being mad at people. I'm tired of caring. I'm tired of being awake. I'm tired of messing up. I'm tired of being disappointed. I'm tired of letting my hopes down. I'm tired of telling you what to do.
Maybe I should sleep. maybe I shouldn't wake up. maybe I should stop complaining. It doesn't matter anyways. I only complain because I know you'll listen. Shut me up. Put me to sleep. Be my wall. Hurt me. Hate me. Give me a reason to stop caring.
Goodbye
